The WOW in Powwow

My mom used to work at an art center on an Indian reservation. In addition to selling art made by Native Americans, the center offered classes in making birch bark baskets, beaded bracelets, fish decoys, and other traditional crafts. While I was visiting, a young local man came into the shop to browse. A higher than average percentage of people I saw on the rez wore American Eagle Outfitters t-shirts, and he was one of them. It was never a plain AEO shirt with just the brand name or logo; the designs always involved soaring eagles. I wondered if AEO realized the appeal that their shirts might hold to the Native American segment of the market. Anyway, in chatting, the guy told us that he was a fancy dancer [a showy Native American dance]. It was even part of his email address. I wondered how many American white guys would put the word “dancer” in their email address, let alone the word “fancy.” And how many of them would boast to strangers that they danced? 

Nearby, an outdoor arena held weekly powwows all summer. I attended a couple with my mom. The emcee would explain the meaning behind each dance, and then a group of dancers would demonstrate. A couple times each night, the emcee would call out “Intertribal!” which meant that everyone, including the audience, was invited to participate. Those of us who didn’t know what we were doing basically did a stilted version of walking in a circle, but there was an elated feeling of camraderie, being a part of the drumming, the singing, alongside others dressed in colorful regalia: jingle shell dancers, grass dancers, fancy dancers, and butterfly dancers. We were lucky that the community was willing to include us. Going to see a powwow by itself could have been cool- watching the spectacle, learning something, and eating fry bread- but there’s nothing like experiencing an event to make an impact.  

How Quickly They Forget

In August, I bought a tent. I set it up in my dad’s backyard to test it out. My first night in the tent, around 2 a.m., I noticed the walls glowing. Maybe the neighbors have flood lights pointed at their lawn, I thought. During breakfast, my dad mentioned, “It’s almost a full moon.” I HAD FORGOTTEN ABOUT THE MOON. It hadn’t even occurred to me as an option for the source of that mysterious light. I had even considered UFOs. Horrified, I realized how badly I could use some communion with nature. I want to breathe fresh air. I want to feel the wind and the rain and the sun. I never want to forget about the North Star.  

It’s All There in Black and White

There’s something about a flower that makes me want to take its picture. Sometimes I feel like a horrible friend: I’ll visit a person I haven’t seen in years, and I don’t take a single picture of them- or their kids, or their family, or us together, or their pets… Then we stop at a park or botanic garden and out comes the camera.

Don’t you love black and white? Instead of the focus being on a flower head or its vivid color, suddenly everything becomes just a shape. A shadow possesses as much substance as the object beside it. You become the maestro of an abstract composition. Beauty appears in surprising places: the crook of an elbow, a doorjamb, a hairbrush. Literally seeing the world in black and white is a good reminder that beauty is all around us; we just have to notice it.

Photo: a dozen roses

Chopin’s piano
rambling through autumn woods
the thought of old friends

down a country road
immense flocks of startled birds
rise like a dust storm